Please, don't let me be that girl. I don't want to be pitied. I don't want to let myself go down that path.
Please, whatever you do, don't let me be her.
Rien de nouvelle.
I'm on my reading week and resolved to work out starting today :) I have five months to get the body I want. And... I'm not going to lie... but, a teeny tiny itty bitty part of me wants to get a smoking body this summer just so I can go post some pictures on my facebook hoping my ex and the girl he cheated on me with would see the picture and know that I did well even after they ruined me for a few months. I know I make it sound so dramatic. But hey, life right?
So please God help me through these next few months of sweet sweet pain and control so I can look smoking and enjoy my summer this year.
I do not feel confident in my skin, I'll admit. But, after having two different guys cheat on you in the past, it kind of takes a toll on your self-worth.
Third time's the charm?
But it's not like I'll be finding him anytime soon, maybe. I'll keep my eyes and heart open, yet guarded. Besides, I'm having too much fun just being friends with a lot of people. Why change that so soon?
I promised myself a special sort of man, and a special sort of man I will get.